I need to vent today so I feel you all will have to listen to my cry. Well today is my birthday and although I try not to be a person who complains I have to say this was the worst birthday ever. I don't know why after 12 years of being together, 10 married, I think that my husband may surprise me and have something planned other than dinner. I also don't know why I let myself get upset when he doesn't come through. This year took the cake. We had a big argument about it being just another day. I feel that I'm not wrong to ask for a couple of days a year to be held special. And even if he thinks it's just another day then make it special for me because you love me. Now don't get me wrong most years it's always dinner and a movie but he has done some that I didn't expect also so why wait til now to say " it's just another day". This year he decides that we are going to a South Carolina baseball game. In my opinion that wasn't about me at all since I have never asked about going to one accept for saying we should take the boys to one. I don't think that screamed oooooooh I want to go to one for my birthday. Then the game gets suspended before it even starts because of severe weather. So needless to say we didn't even get to see the game. He did buy a cake but only after the argument so to me it was just to shut me up and not that it was planned. I think it really got to me this year since Mother's Day wasn't the best and this was also our 10th anniversary and we just had lunch. Now I don't want it to seem like I want him to go out and put us in debt for these days but I would like a little creativity and previous planning for these days. I do everything in the home and never complain or ask for much so am I wrong for wanting 3 OK 4 days a year to be special days. I love him and he is a great provider, this is just one thing that I don't get.
Have you had horrible birthdays, anniversaries, or any other day you hold dear? Do you think I am making to big a deal about it?